The Trials of Being a Gurl

This post will be about some of the things that I have had and am currently having to deal with in my transitioning. And there are a lot of them in my opinion. And more will probably come that I haven’t even thought of before. For now there is makeup, nail polish, body care (shaving […]

I Wore My Wig Out for the First Time.

While I am getting a human hair wig from Santa this Christmas, I do own a synthetic one. It is obvious that it is a wig. For one it doesn’t look like natural hair, although I think the color looks right. Lightish brown. It is also a lot of hair, so that part should give […]

It’s a Clothes Thing

We all have to wear them. Unless you live in a nudist camp. Can I really have an issue with wearing them? I sure can. It is not wearing them per se, but the kind of clothes that is my issue. So, yes I do have a thing about clothing. There are several areas to […]

I Wore a Skirt Today

I wore a skirt for the first time today out in the wide wide world. I had purchased a black knit with white threading, a-line below the knee style skirt and a black top with silver highlights at the bottom that I got at a Goodwill store on Saturday. After my morning walk I slowly […]

I will be looked at.

This is about a concern and a goal of mine I have for my transitioning. I plan on a full transition to living as a woman, including my legal name and gender change. It is only natural, or so it seems to me, that over the course of time I will be looked at and […]

Am I Beautiful?

Some seem to think so. Two people anyway. The first was my first date (still a post to come) on the 12th of November. I met her (a trans femme CD) in the hotel lobby where she was staying. I was sitting there made up with a femme knit cap with crossed legs. I stood […]

A Visit to the Women’s Room

This was a Stephie first. I went on my first date (another post to come), where we met at a hotel before we went shopping at the local mall. I had to go to the bathroom before we left. My girlfriend before I left, and my date in the hotel lobby agreed that I could […]

Why Can’t I be Pretty like Her?

As you may know I am a pre-hormone, pre-op transgender woman. This means for all intensive purposes I have a male body. But, I wear woman’s clothing, but have no body (read ass) to fill out my leggings. I have no curves to showoff in my dress, and nothing to fill up my bra. See: […]

A Battle Won.

While I don’t care for the metaphor so much, it is probably apt in this case. What case is that you might wonder? I went clothes shopping today to look for a few things. I didn’t find what I was looking for – a belt and a hat. But, after not finding any thing I […]

I Don’t Crossdress

Odd title for a transgender woman, maybe. But, I don’t believe so. This is a rather short post, It basically presents my case as to why I don’t crossdress or identify as a crossdresser. There was I time when I would have said yes to the question – do you crossdress?Basically, I did not have […]